It's just one of those days.

The ones that if you know me, you have most likely heard about. Where my heart just wants to throw up on everyone. :(
I know... it's quite pathetic.

Today, I am just pushing through.
Looking to God, begging for joy, for peace, for hope, for whatever He has to give me.
My emotions are draining my potential. It's a frustrating thing to watch.
I have to make decisions that will drive me in the direction I need to go.

I have to be who God created me to be.
And I can't allow other people to get in the middle of that.
I must find joy.