Flailing. And failing.

It it so hard to just rest in the hands of the Creator.

Maybe for some people it isn't, and maybe it shouldn't be. But for me it is. I am not good at submitting. Not because I don't want to because I really really do. But I just have this overwhelming sense that I should be doing something. And so I am like a fish flailing about in the hands of our God. And all He wants me to do is relax in His will. To be so calm because of the trust I have in where He has me.

And the longer I flail, the longer its going to take for Him to do a work in me. It's like trying to put a band-aid on a kid that won't stop moving.

Relax.
"It's all gravy".