Follow peace.

I have been searching for advice lately.

And probably only heard two words that I can work with.

Follow peace.

That is, of course, if I know which way to find peace. Haha. Oh life, you make me tired sometimes. And yet, I still find you beautiful. It is hard though to follow my own peace when I know this is not peace for someone else. Myself > Others. That doesnt sounds fun... But necessary at times?? Agreed.

I can't pretend to feel something I don't feel. Or be something that I am not. Or want something that I don't want. Not because it makes me fake. Although, yes, that would be tragic. But because: "All mortals tend to turn into the thing they are pretending to be" (The Screwtape Letters, C. S. Lewis). That is scary. One of those things that you read that makes your stomach wrench.

Humanity is tragic. But finding peace... well, maybe it will prove to be easier than it sounds.